December 2009
117 posts
My phone,
HAS NO MINUTES LEFT, doesn’t have the same service as… Abbie. LOL. Or Issa. Or some other niqqaz. Just dammit. I refuse to talk via text! But whatevs!
P.S. I won’t be sending happy new years texts back cuz im… u kno, enjoying myself lol. I will to some people cuz yahhhh. not being picky. i hate when shady ppl text me happy newyears. like seriously? flip off. heheh :]
last...
yo, 2009. im really happy for you & im gonna let...
crystaaalx:
..i hope.
I never...
- opened up to people, to the depths of my heart - was good at explaining myself - was good at “treating the people the way I wanna be treated” - was good at giving advice - was good at taking advice - stopped a stranger and a friend from smoking - was there for people who needed it, even if they didn’t want my company… There’s so much more, but all of these, I have...
The town of filipinos.
fuckmeimtheo:
Jersey City tonight. Welcoming the New Year with a bunch of filipinos and family is the best haha. 2010 in 8 hours or so.
Aiiiight. I’m bringin the ukeee cuz u kno we gonna sit there like bored xD
“…love someone for who they are, not what they give.”
– My Sister
2009
… was not like any year I’ve ever experienced. My eyes were opened to things I didn’t want to see. My ears listened to things I didn’t want to hear. I gave in to being forced. I tortured my heart through pain it didn’t deserve. I put people through pain they didn’t deserve. I was so selfish to be happy. I’m still and have always been afraid to be alone. I...
2 hours 16 minutes 6 seconds.
I just got off the phone. I just stopped crying. I know too much of my own problems. I know too much of all my friends’ problems. I know too much of everyone’s problems. So many problems. It’s like, I’m watching everyone fall, and as much as I want to catch everybody, I can’t. I only have two arms. It’s not a domino effect. We’re dominoes just falling...
kerry jade.
mysweetxescape:
that was probably the deepest voicemail i’ve ever heard in my whole entire life. & after hearing that, i say you speak the truth asap. not just to me, but you know who. cause honestly, you’re the only one that has the guts to do so. and as much as i want to, i know i cant. & im gonna blank out, soo i choose not to. but kerry, you inspire me to say the truth, rather than...
Wow. Girls are the most paranoid people on earth.
You don't look, you build.
You can't tell people they're a genius if you...
LOL. I’m an idiottt.
ayyouL0SER 10:11 pm: yoo.. he’s like “john Tucker .. must die” omgshoopow 10:11 pm: haha ur so right DAMMM uuu are. geniouss ayyouL0SER 10:11 pm: LOL omgshoopow 10:12 pm: wait..i spelled that wrong. genuius omgshoopow 10:12 pm: genius
You should start every day with no expectations.
I realized, everytime I expect, things turn out differently. And when I don’t expect, good stuff happens. Like, I expected my new hair to be amazing. But, eh, its alright. I was goin’ for a BAM!-in-your-face look, but the stylist and I compromised to tone it down for my Mom. Heh.
Today, I didn’t expect to have uberrr fun at the salon, taking along my “blonde” asian...
If you don't understand my silence, you don't...
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Worddd.
You should be able to explain anything and...
Only then can you fluff it up.
The futures's so bright; you gotta wear shades.
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MYHEADSSPINNINGICANTLIVELIKETHIS WHATTHEFU-
thats it. i’m going to sleep.
My most cold-hearted confession. 1:32AM
This has been hanging over my mind for such a long time, I can’t take it. I’m a crack. But with every ounce of my heart, mind, and soul: I don’t fucking want you to be involved with my life, at ALL. I’m so serious. I don’t want to have anything to do with you. Don’t associate or communicate with me via everything. I refuse to know you. I was literally fine...
“You worry about your appearance, when you’ve swept me off my feet
Love isn’t...”
– Michelle Huynh (via hnyuhellehcim) (via markmejia)
People tend to ask me, "Why are you always...
mysweetxescape:
kerryapple:
It’s because someone once told me “you never know who’s going to fall in love with your smile.”
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, kerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry!
it’s true! lol im so cheeeeesey. :]]]
People tend to ask me, "Why are you always...
It’s because someone once told me “you never know who’s going to fall in love with your smile.”
I've noticed I have been isolating myself from the...
Ever since my dad repaired this ancient ukulele, found in the mess of all the baby toys, I’ve been so attached to it.
I think its cool. 4 strings, easy to play, portable. So simple. I’d find myself playing a song, then I’d totally change it up and mash together all different kinds random chords.
I feel more connected to myself when I play randomly, whether it be on piano, uke,...
I just never wanted to be the type of person to...
Like our friendship. Like seriously, where the fuck did that go?! -_-
I have to stop
indicativeconcepts:
expecting so much out of someone. Otherwise, I have definitely set myself up for disappoint, yet again.
I think I do that too much. Then when I try to see who’s to blame, the only person there for it is me. I try not, I really really try not to, but sometimes, it happens. That’s why I find myself alone in some many things.
But I know I’m not the only one. Sometimes, I can’t...
I wish people were more into seeing both sides of...
Mean Girls&White Chicks...
dlawgz:
are probably just a few of the best movies to quote!
WHITE CHICKS ALL THE WAAAAAAY :D<3 lol the only things i got off mean girls was fetch and glen coco.
Constantly fearing
indicativeconcepts:
emotions. I really won’t even lie about it.
Over and over again, I AM afraid of relationships. I am afraid of commitment.
But I know I can be one of the best girlfriends you would ever have.
I always tell myself that. It helps my self-esteem. You can only accept others once you begin to accept yourself. Although, I feel that I hate who I am sometimes, I figured that I...
Kerry Jade Manzano.
issadalawa:
My best friend still accepts me even when I did bad shit and made mistakes. I was terrified that you’d judge me and leave me for good if you knew the truth. I didn’t want you to change your perspective over me. I don’t want to keep things from you. I can tell you EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. Who would be there when I’m down and depressed? Who would be my Partner in Crime, my sister? I...
These voices in my head need to shut the fuck up.
His Text from Her: Baby, I’m cold without your warmth <33 What You Want to Text Back: Well that’s why they have fucking fireplaces and shit. You get the idea. This is for my girl Rachel. ‘cause you dont need that. :)
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I own up to my mistakes.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. I should’ve stopped there. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. I should’ve remained myself. I should’ve taken it slow. I should have listened. Don’t stay because you think “it will get better.” You’ll be mad at yourself when it...
Guys are assholes
joannavillavicencio:
“Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re...
"Change is most progressive when you choose to...
2:38AM; Quoting off myself (http://kerryapple.tumblr.com/post/304958083/my-heart-to-heart)
If you choose to change into an asshole, you’ll be the greatest asshole. If you choose to change into a player, you’ll be the hottest pimp. If you choose to be distant towards me, might as well be a complete stranger. If you’re going to change, at least change for the better.
Things turn out best for those who make the best...
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"Let go of what kills you and hold on to what...
I'd rather live with the answer than die with the...
Sometimes..... I just want to call you to see how...
I admit it, okay? You’re gonna look at you’re phone like, “What the heck?” You’re probably not gonna even pick up. You’re gonna ignore it. I question the distance between us, and why I can’t talk to you like we used to. I wanna catch up. I once was a part of your life. I still want to be that part. I just… just wanna call you. But with all this, I...
I can't make you love me if you don't. You can't...
Via text.
J: Did you see the songs I sent you?
K: On...?
J: ... faceboob?
J: LOL. I MEANT FACEBOOK.
K: TUMBLR!!!!
"I shouldn’t be holding on to people that don’t...
- took from @thepeace.
I cannot believe the person that I have become...
indicativeconcepts:
I can’t wait to see what 2010 has for me.
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My Heart-To-Heart
A heart-to-heart is literally a deep conversation discussed heart-to-heart, eye-to-eye, soul-to-soul. You aren’t afraid to admit your flaws. You aren’t afraid to talk about your past. You aren’t afraid to listen, no matter how heartbreaking or overwhelming it will be. You aren’t afraid to invest trust. You aren’t afraid to be afraid. Everything is laid out on the...
If you love someone, put a circle around their...
escalonaaax3:
(via fuckyeahhappy)
And it was just Infatuation.
My most deepest-thought posts tend to come out at...
I’m a be up for a while. Reflect, reflect, reflect!
If you can't take me at my worst, you don't...
REBLOG IF- when you eat adobo you accidentally...
markmejia:
sayyourpeace:
(via nikkisanjuan)
alll the damn time -_-
HATE THIS!
LOL agreed.
